Rain drizzled from the sky

The cold hard pebbles sending tiny punches to my face

I lay on the soaken grass

Letting myself be drowned by nature

But at the same time I'm being reborn

I take in the musky smell of life

And the loud but quiet splashes of rain

I felt free, I felt jotful, I felt rejuvenated

But most of all...

I felt alive

My very first time feeling alive

When my heart has been beating for centuries

But feeling this way comes with a price

So I layed there, closing my eyes

My heart slowed

I ignored the sounds of chaos many miles away

I ignored the system telling me to get up, run, fight back

I gnored their thoughts, their inclinations

They're coming for me.

So I wait