I recently was at a very weak point in my life and there was only one person I truly wanted there with me. I didn't realize it at first but how I felt became more and more clear. I wanted to write how I felt, to help myself understand the reasons why I was so scared to let myself admit I had fallen for him. I wrote this poem about how my past relationships have scared me and created a fear that it will keep happening since it has already repeated so many times before. I wrote it out hoping it would help me cope with the past and not let it weigh me down anymore. Thank you for taking your time to read my work!