She thinks to herself why me , she knows the pain ya'll are going through , she feels like its her own , the amount of guilt she feels is breaking her once golden soul , so why me she ask herself you know she cuts to escape all this pain in the world , ya'll have every right to be sad , you were never there for her , god I wish I could of I wish I could of held her just a little bit longer , maybe cried with her a little bit , but most of all I wish I could of told her how I felt about her every single day , so know I ask myself this same question why me , why  did this have to happen to me , she's now gone forever , she's the only one that ever understood me , now you know the story of why me ..