My mother always ask me,“why don't you ever tell me about what you're going through or about your feelings?”,but she is my mother and i kind of understand that she cares about me,she always try to open that conversation over and over again.
But I just can’t, I always try to avoid that conversation every time, because every time I let her try to understand me she always try to change me, and I hate that.
My mother says that she want to know what is happening in my life.
But I just tell her “I don’t like to talk about it”.
My mother says that she want to know about my feelings.
But I tell her “I think I forget them or leave them at the corner of the street abandoned”.
My mother says she has not seen me cry for 4 years.
But i told her that I leave my tears in the ocean four blocks from home.
My mother always asks me if I don’t feel anything for the people who die or for the people denounced by natural disasters.
But I say that it would be hypocrisy to say that if I feel sadness or some feeling.
My mother says if I love her.
But I had to be hypocrite.