Desire

She has stopped seeing the light at the end of the tunnel and started seeing the gruesome reality around her

It darkens all her thoughts, hopes, and dreams

She wants nothing more than to let the darkness consume her

Yet she still fights

Hoping, praying that tomorrow will be better than today

So she fights, to keep the darkness out as much as possible

To keep heading towards the warm, glowing light she so desperately wants to reach

But the darkness doesn't want to let her go

It gave birth to her very essence and soul

It was not going to give up its child so easily

Darkness prevents her from feeling the warmth of the light

It does what it can to keep her and never let her go

She eventually gives up, but not forever just for now

Her eyes droop closed as she falls into dreams of ghouls, deamons, and everything bad in the world