I let you in...

you knocked down these walls.

I loved you endlessley....

and you shredded my heart.

I gave you everything and you took it all.

greedy you were . greedy you are. greedy you always will be. 

I loved you when you needed me most.

I held me when you wanted me close.

i kissed you when you nedded a love dose....

And still you reject me.

still you choose to leave me now that i need you.

push me away when i need you near.

refuse me when i love you most.

And yet why am i still here, waiting by the phone, wishing you were home, wanting you so i wouldnt be alone. The excruciating pain i suffer night and day...but yet i ache to remain at your side.

How dumb am i?