People are starting to notice
Starting to talk, to ask questions
I can't stop
It hasn't gotten better
I can't answer the question
They won't understand why I can’t eat a full meal
Why I skip breakfast and bring crackers for lunch and eat less and less at dinner
Nothing is happening
They all talk about hospital bills and years of therapy and all the things that will happen to my body
Im pathetic
I can't eat a full meal without feeling disgusting
I can't talk about it
I don’t want to talk about it
I don’t want to be alive right now
But I have school work right now that is more important than what's going on.