I don't miss you.

I miss the boy who wrote me letters

and made me thoughtful gifts.

I miss the boy who promised me forever

and held me tight when I felt like I was falling apart.

I don't miss you.

I miss the boy who cared about me

and made me feel safe.

I miss the boy who would sing along to the radio with me

and held my hand as he drove.

I don't miss you.

I miss the time I spent with the boy with bright blue eyes

and freckles covering his body.

I miss the idea that you would always be there

by my side.

I don't miss you. 

I don't miss the boy who walked out of my life as soon as a better option came along.

I don't miss the boy

Who ripped out my heart,

Showed it to me,

And laughed.

I don't miss you.

I miss who I thought you were.

I don't miss you.