You've made it this far so you might as well keep going. Your life will get better. You will meet plenty of people that will be great but some will break your heart but it will be okay. You're going to meet two amazing friends Sahvannah and Jasmine and Shaolin. At some points you will feel like your life is crashing and everything will feel dark and you will feel like you have nothing left to turn to but you will have your friends to pick you up. You will meet a girl that's going to make it feel like nothing else matters, a girl that loves you unconditionally and treasures you. Everything in your life that was going wrong will start to go right and you will be half way through high school and see that everything is okay so, if you start to feel lost just remember it get's better.