Are you out there somewhere?
How many times can you be broken but return to me?
Am I going to be let down every time I meet you? Or
Is there something I'm
Disappointment must be your child
Always hanging on the coattails of your influence
Some name you God,
Others name you Lucifer,
But all hate the cold your absence brings.
You're a shadow on the walls of my bitter heart,
Working your way through the slightest cracks in my armor.
Yes, you're the shadow and not the light
Yes, I'm bitter and not yet alright,
Yes, I'll fight to keep you
You aren't pure.
You aren't always truthful.
Raging against the dying of the light is hope.
Catching your own tears is hope.
Falling for a shooting star is hope.
Birth is hope,
Death is hope,
All have damned you,
All have prayed to keep you,
Keep me waiting and singing
Keep me loving keep me smiling
Keep me crying keep me
You are the sun and moon,
How distant you are
But yet enchant so many with your empty light.
You are a liar.