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Skydiving Into a Volcano Without a Parachute
Told my dad I'd clean my room when I got home
I didn't
Told my brother I'd loan him ten bucks
I didn't
Told my cousin I'd visit my grandparents this afternoon
I didn't do that either
I'm great at keeping my word
I swear this much is true
But sometimes life gets in the way
And theres just too much to do
So much to do, so much to say
Sometimes I long to drift away
To a different life, a different place
Where I no longer see your flawless face
And like dead dandelions
My troubles are gone with the wind
Nobody taught me what to do
When i find someone
Who wants nothing but the best for me
Take everything I have
Please, really do
All of my happiness resides in you
You'll never know how much you are to me
As lovely as you are
I hope you never will
You became my heart
Although that wasn't your intention
It wasn't mine either
Neither of us knows where to take this now
Desire burns
Both of us are burning
With blue flames of change and restraint
I'm in the pleasantly numb stage
Aware of the pain to come
But i can't do anything about it now
Half of me is okay
The other half is in horror
At what I've allowed myself to feel
Jealousy is a hideous emotion to wear
Thats why I loathe my own reflection
Regardless, I still subject myself to this
Sometimes self-harm isn't holding a razor to my skin
Sometimes it's doing something that I know will devastate
But I just can't say no
Maybe it's because we feel that we don't deserve better
Maybe it's because we feel that there is nothing better
The person we lie to the most is ourselves
Maybe that's why artists are the saddest people
They see the world for what it is
Maybe it'll work itself out
Maybe it won't
No promises that it will
No promises for tomorrow
No promises that anything is certain
And I've already proven to myself that no promise is easy to keep
I jumped off of a ten story building
Hoping to god there'd be a net to catch me
Falling for him is like seeing light for the first time
"Is" because I'm still falling
I'm still praying to god that the net will catch me
I can see the ground already
His eyes of gold tarnished
Must not have been real gold
With aching hands
I have a death grip
Onto an idea
I'm not sure will work
I hope with everything I have
That you'll see
I feel as though we turn to love for both guidence and hope
Hope hurts
And it's unfortunate that sometimes
That's all people have to live by
If I had no hope I wouldn't get hurt
If I had no hope I wouldn't be alive
If I had no hope i wouldn't be me
But maybe that's okay
Because I kept the one promise I shouldn't have
One day I will find someone perfect for me
And I did.
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