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My Father's Filter
I tell myself,
over and over again,
he would never hurt you!
He was just upset, so he yelled.
He didn't mean to say those things.
His filter wasn't on.
The words 'fat' and 'lazy' were just a product
of his anger.
The words 'useless' and 'piece of s***' were
his frustrations speaking aloud.
He didn't try to say those horrible things about Mom,
he was just stressed out.
He would never hurt her!
He was just angry, so he patronized.
He didn't mean to claim those things.
His filter wasn't on.
The words 'manipulative' and 'horrible'
were never meant to be said.
The words 'pig' and 'b****' weren't meant
to hit his poor children's ears.
He didn't try to direct all of his anger
towards his family.
He wasn't thinking!
Forgive him, he's your father!
He loves you, he loves you so much.
No, he doesn't.
Yes he does.
No.
Yes!
Okay...
They're mad at me now,
my siblings.
They say I forgive too easily.
They say I'm too much of a pushover.
I know they're right, but I can't help it.
I love him, no matter how much
he doesn't love me.
But the cycle will start over.
It always does.
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This piece is based off of my own personal experience with emotional abuse.