When you're always the child that will forever have the pain
That no one will care to gain, feel like it's you against your pain
And the world. Double knockout champion but at the end
I never stood a chance , rolling with the punches as life goes

Hitting me from left to right the pain just flows,
Flowing through my body started from my mind
To my brain, to my brain, to my thoughts
The stubborn pain will never go away

There's only one thought in my mind
Thinking I should grab the prescription bottle
And end it all , so the pain just goes ..
But yet again it will affect the ones that somewhat
Cared,

Or should I just feel the pain , sit there and place
My arms on the counter let the sharp blade do its job
Slit upon my wrists as the blood drip by drop
This is what I want others to feel, I'm hurt and desperate
Vulnerable isn't enough because that's just weak.

The blood flowed and flowed filled the sink up
Like world war 2, dropped to my knees because the
Stubborn pain became known to me and known to my thoughts
Cried my eyes out until they were burning for more tears.

Suddenly, there's another thought that popped in my head
Reminding myself that I can overcome this stubborn pain
Today just happened to be the wrong day, stubborn pain will
Eventually go away..

Let the tears dry as my journey begins , the world isn't done with me
Yet. The pain healed as each step I began to take , it's okay to feel
Unwanted , it's okay to feel desperate and alone , and it's Okay to
Stand ALONE.