In a time of my low

You took a chance

You saved me from my own hell
But brought me to yours
A dark place
Where no feelings are the only feelings
You became my drug
I Craved you all day and all night
Wanting a small glimpse of your affection
Thinking it would be different this time
That I would be good enough
But I never was
Never good enough for you to say hi in public
Or even to cuddle
It was always only about one thing
I knew it was only about my body
But I was addicted to you
You made me feel alive
Better than anyone ever had before
While my body felt overjoyed by the attention 
My confidence was slowly getting destroy
You will never be enough for him
He doesn't love you
He doesn't want you
You are to ugly
Not popular enough
But I was addicted to you
And I couldn't lose you
But now I have
And I'm better without you
But The worst part is

I still miss the poisonous drug that is you