I live through the pictures I hold
Trying to let imagination sink in
And use itself to take over every piece
Of my unconscious mind
Praying to myself
That I could just let this be it

Let these pictures be the only thing I’ll make
I refuse to snap the shutter release just to the right of my eye
I won't let the film sink into the developer
I will not let the negatives process

Because I don’t want to experience the feeling
Of failure when I snap that picture with a camera
Whether it be with a Nikon, or Lumix or an old digital camera
And be told it isn’t enough
By minds who understand but to an extent
And determine whether or not I’m able to reach
My desired destination
Is it better if I just not process anymore pictures