I want to talk about how one second could turn into a nightmare

How you made me feel so bare
How I can't drive in a car by myself
How i feel like another  un read book on a bookshelf 

I want to talk about how that day plays over and over again in my head
How I cringe everytime I see a bed
How you make feel like I should pay your debt 
As my body is filled with regret

I want to talk about how worthless you feel when a 30 year old man rapes you
How he makes me feel like i'm stuck to the floor like glue
How dirty I felt when I had to sneak out
How you make me feel doubt

I want to talk about how embarrassed and scared you are when the police have to take u down to get swabbed
How i cry in a corner cause i feel robbed
How you have two kids but can still see them
How you have raped 4 people and still are free

I want to talk about how i hope they rape you like you did to me
How you have raped 4 people and still are free
How my pale skin paints the way for your trail of fingerprints
How i've never wanted to hurt someone this bad and leave no evidence 

I want to talk about how the whites in your eyes turn black
How every muslim i see i feel like will attack
How I will just break down for no reason
How  every day of my life is like a new season