My life is like a puzzle page, just don't know where pieces  goes
Seeing my mom smoke her pain away
Seeing my dad walked out of my life
Why care
Why keep going
Just thinking to myself while smoking

Drowning in my own sorrows
Wondering when my dad will come back
Wishing he's the one
Wishing he'll open the door
Wishing he'll love me
nothing.
nothing happens.
nothing but quiet.

Why is he doing this
A kid who has so much grief
Kid who has to much pain

Seeing a shadow walk behind me
Thinking..
Is it him?
My dad?

I look behind me and nothing

but disappointment