The Stalker's Lament (For "J")

I am reduced to
Scanning old magazines
I never plan to read
And flipping to the music section
To find you, maybe,
Or maybe not.
You never get the publicity
Rock bands get
But it’s better like this
When you’re slightly obscure
And I’m sure, if you suddenly
Become famous
Overnight
Google would produce
More than one page
But I’d rather you didn’t
I’d hate to have to share you.