Somebody tell me why what I do is so wrong?
Breathing in air that keeps me calm.
Drinking liquids to help me cry.
Doing these things so I don't have to face my own self hate.
I know you've both tried this before,
so why not me?
Numbing the pain, hoping it'll go away.
Doing everything in my power to feel better.
Yet when I do this,
some unknown guilt sets down in me.
But tell me,
why are these measures that do little to hurt me,
considered so badly?
Why should I get in trouble for helping my self to a new kind of therapy?
It's just how I handle things.
Hiding anxiety inside of me.
Letting it go with a short breathe of air,
as if the world is finally free.
So tell me,
what is so wrong with me?