I search for the word
Describes you so true
The word that fits
A word that rings true
With a light only you
Melt my heart

A word that protects
That never lies
But it seams all
Your words were lies
All your poems were fake
All white and pretty
Plastic like Christmas trees
No feelings for me
You could spare me none
You're life is too busy
To hold me in your arms

I search for a word
All I asked for was a friend
But now even that
Was taken from my hand
Some nights
Barely hold back the screams
So silent yet sleep not

I smile and laugh to keep them at bay
But at the end of the night
it swallows me whole
All those lies you told
I'm losing my hold
My mold is breaking
My mind is gone
So I search for a word 
A word to bring
Back the pieces you stole