I’m not quite sure what to say. I’m not quite sure what to do. I’m not quite sure where to go from here. I know I’m the one you are trying to forget. Why can’t this be easy? In all the fairytales, the boy always gets the girl. For a change can’t I win too. I know I'm the one that screwed us in the first place, but can’t we just go back to being what we were. You probably want to pretend that I don’t exist, but I miss you. When I was with you, I was the happiest that I’ve been in a long time. You brought me laughter when I only felt pain. You showed me the sun when I only saw the rain. I just wish things were back to the way they used to be. I know I made a mistake when I left. I guess I didn’t realize how much I needed you until I didn’t have you. Can I have a second chance to change everything I’ve messed up? A chance to fix what I’ve broken? A chance to rewrite the bad?
The Way It Was
August 15, 2016