I'm drowning in all my thoughts. I try

to break free but they won't loosen their

grip. They aren't good thoughts, not even

slightly. It hold my happiness way out of

reach. It may ne easy for you to get rid of

them but for me it's not. The irony is I tried

to drown these demons but they've learned

to swim and are instead drowning me. Who

taught my demons how to swim? This is not

a fight I can win. At this point I'm even sure

I want to. I don't like myself enough to try and

save myself. These demons they don't stop

whispering to me. They discourage and they

never tire of doing so. These demons become

my voice. What am I to do?