I hate remembering you, it hurts like hell. The way you smiled, the way you held me, the way you said "I love you", it all f***ing hurts and I thought if I ignored the feelings they would go away. But no matter how much I try it does not work.

Call me Crazy, stupid, or insane i don't care. I thought what we had was real, but time after time again you hurt me and i f***ing let you.

I try so hard to forget you, but the truth is no matter how much i try, i can't stop looking for you. I look for your eyes everywhere, and your simle in everyone, I just want to be able to see you one more time.

I hate how you make me feel like this, it isn't fair, I shouldn't be more depressed than I was before i met you.

I remember you telling me about that girl that broke your heart, you appologized for hurting me so many times, claiming you wouldn't do it again.

I hate myself that I can't say I hate you, I told you I could never hate you and sadly that's still true.

Sincerely, 

Heart Broken