No one knows that she is a china doll

Long eyelashes and pretty brown eye.

They call her ugly,but truely she is a pretty monarch butterfly. 

Every guy thats ever been with her shattered her to peices, broke her heart but most all her soul.

She doesn't have many friends just the ones she can trust, to keep her big secret , the one that shes been keeping for awhile.

She was born a mistake as her parents would say.

Told her she was suppose to be a miscarriage an accdent they prayed.

Everyday she cries by the river in her backyard

and every night she wishes on everystar that she was gone, and that all her worries could be barried with her one day. 

It happened on a cold autumn morning, just before the sun awoke. 

The trees, they say , stood witness.

The sky refused to tell

but someone who had seen what happened

said it played out well.

Shes been wanting to do this for awhile.

Its her big secret she sore never to tell. 

On that cold autmn morning it happened.

She spread her arms out wide.

Breathed in the break of dawn.

She just let go of all she held, and with all of that she was gone.