I don't really care what you say
or how you say it!
I only care how you say it
And what you say…
Because my lips do not take shape against yours
Because my heart and mind are in a hurry
Because everything is blurry
And I love you
As much as I hate you
When you give me that uncaring grin.

Everything falls into place as
Everything falls apart when I look
At you looking at me
When I see I am vacant from your
cherished thoughts.

So, I don't care what you say
Or how you say it!
I care how you say it
And what you say…
Because my hands are useless
grasping after the shadow of your body
during the day
and holding a pillow in the night.
Because with every second there becomes
another minute another hour and days
without you
And I love you
As much as I hate you
When you give me that passionless hug goodbye.

Everything falls into place as
Everything falls apart when I look
At you looking at me
When I see I am vacant from your
cherished thoughts.