A stream of consciousness I'll never know

My mind so jumbled, so slow

What is this light, so bright, you seem to show

My God; 

You glow.

Emotions, I'll never show;

Can I survive

Can I stay alive

Can I defeat this demon inside

(No)

Despite this Fight, I cannot break through

But before I go,

My thanks, I must show:

My world, so blue, you filled with something new;

A light, so bright and shining through

I was blinded by your view

(I love you)

But now I must go,

I bid you adieu,

For my time is through. 

Your light, so bright

I could not reach

And now you hear my sorry speech.