Someday I just want to be normal. I don't want to be someone everyone hates. I want to be someone new and different. Or, maybe I can just end everything now so I dont have to deal with my problems anymore.

You see me on the outside

as someone ugly and stupid.

But, on the inside I

feel the same way.

No one knows my pain,

no one knows my struggles.

Ane they're never going to care either.

I wonder what you would think of me

if you knew how I truly felt.

What if you knew all of the pain and

hurt that I feel?

Would you run or would you feel obligated
to help me heal.

What if you knew my thoughts?

Would you push me off the bridge

or just let me do it myself?

See, I'm hopeless. No one can help me.