The black rose

Suddenly I see that you are all that matters to me.As if you are the very air I breathe ,the food that I eat, virtually my only necessity.
Since poetry is feelings in its purest form,
when my hand touches the pen my heart sprouts wings because it's finally free to tell it's secrets of love and tails full of misery .

Because honestly I just want you next to me.
I find it so hard to let people get the best of me, but honestly I just want you to be with me, not just in love but to be completely sound

I want us to have a love to last longer than the body and mind
I want our souls to intertwine as we climb the stairways to heaven, get lost in the clouds , and enchanted by life's ever ending forevers.

I want to be the exception
I don't want you to have to look back and say "dang  "he was the best one but instead i'm so blessed to have met him.
I'll Hold you like I'll never see you again,
kiss you like I'll never kiss you again, love you through thick and through thin,
I want to be the guy that you tell your parents about , and say "they're is no one like him " and even if i didn't get their blessing you'd marry me despite them.

I want to lay be your side
I want you to turnover late into the night look me in my eyes and say "baby you taught me how to love again".

Ironically Im so scared to be hurt again so understand Im trusting you with more than just my pride , but me as a whole.
My heart and my soul is in your hands.
So before you make your decision understand, there is no man that can love you like I can. No man is or ever will be like I am

So if you choose to dismember the petals of this rose remember who I am, better yet the beauty of who i was.
And to anyone that's stuck by these thorns I hope it draws blood and you  can tell them it was you who stole away all of my love.