It's crazy, all these things are happening around me,
Yet I can't feel not one emotion towards any of them
I am numb, I wish to cry, be upset, hurt, anything.
I want to feel, but I don't.
Some say it could be used to my advantage,
But what's the advantage of questioning my existence
Without emotions like sadness, rage, shock, happiness,
Am I really living?
Is there soul a inside of this human being?
Is she lost?
Is she trapped?
Will she ever come back?
Or is she gone forever,
Has the pain and disappointments finally killed her off?
Is there any hope to save her?
Cause if I could say one last thing,
I would inform her how truly sorry I am
For not being strong enough to put up the fight to save her
Now I don't know if she will ever return.