My dearest desire isn't something anyone can achieve.
What I truley want in life isn't money or fame or power.
It is to be noticed as someone important and not just a fool.
I do all the challenges that life throws at me.
Even when they are a curve ball.
I still manage to complete all of them.
But I still somehow get blamed for all the troubles that happens.
Even when they are not even done by me.

So I ask life again and again:
Why must I have this curse on me,why must I always get blamed for this.
But life never responses to my despret calls.
He sees me throw all of my pride away and call out to him.
But he just likes the show.
He keeps playing with me.
And I can't take it ANYMORE!

I break this cage he puts me in.
I rip all of his power away.
I make him suffer for putting me in this chain for all of the years I've been alive for.
I could end all of my suffering right now.
He is begging for mercy as I get closer and closer.

That's when I realized I am not him.
I chosed my own path and I won't go down his.
I won't do what he did to me for my entire life.
I won't be this type of person.

So what type am I?

I don't know.
What I do know is that I still will never get what I desire most.
I will never be noticed for what type of person I am.
I will be forever lost and never opened.

So I ask again:
Why?