My Father

He hates me

For all the reason I know why

I’m Different

I’m fat

I’m ugly

I’m stubborn

I can’t take it any more

I’m running away

But I cant

Leave my mom and sister with him

Then again

There perfect

They’ll fit right in

But I stay anyway

But not for long

Cause I’m dying

Just inside

My chaos burns

My head spins

I’m lost in a world

Of sadness

Lost its magic

I call this place home

Everyday I walk alone

My family has left me

Trying to find the perfect daughter

They thought to have picked up instead of me

I sit alone on the curb waiting for a car

An opportunity to take me away

But it never comes

And I’m still stuck

In the same place

I’ve been here for years

Yelled at

Hated

Used

Lost a fuse

My batteries low

Running out of energy

I’m dying inside

But I’m already dead.