I stay calm with no feeling
Why feel when there’s silence
there are no emotions that can be felt
I feel that I should be alone
Whether life decides i should stay
or if i should go
These are the decisions that life will make
Life and death are what makes life challenging
the decision of whether to stay or to go
Suicide isnt the answer but neither is life
I can't go a day without reliving the pain
The pain at times can be nice
showings that i've made through struggle
Though the pain can be unbearable at times
At times life seem pointless
Like my existence shouldn’t be
Like God just had me made to be a mistake
Though there are the good parts of this
It means that i can show others that life is tough
and that its not always a breeze
that there are struggles and that there are obstacles
but that you have to overcome them and not sit in the background
To not be the victim
But the story and the one that can accept their past
the one that can be brave and live up to what they want to be
To not let their dreams be crushed just because someone passed you’
Just because someone hurt or surpassed you in the race
That doesn't mean that you lose
It means its a lesson learned
You aren't built of steel
You aren't invincible
And you aren't a person without emotions
Everyone will crack at some point
Everyone will show their true colors
someday
It won't be today or tomorrow,
It probably won't even happen in a year
All seeds take time to grow
There is no such thing as an emotion clock
You don't know when someone will break you
Just know feelings are like glass
They break and they can't be repaired
That trust is like paper once its crushed it can't ever be the same.
So trust slowly and love with ease.