Memories memories flashing through my head,
So sweet so sweet wishing I was dead.
Dear heart I miss you today,
Please come back to stay.
Cry with me and bleed,
Listen to me plead.
I regret not cherishing you,
Then you were gone before I knew.
Help me dear,
I feel worse than you fear.
Watch over me while I sleep,
You’re the only comfort I feel soul deep.
Love love,
Cry little dove.
You’re broken little one,
You get no more sun.
I have nothing left,
You took all in your theft.
I promised forever,
Wasn’t I so clever?
I’ll keep my promise,
But now I have no solace.
I try to let you go,
If only you’d know.
How I do miss you,
You were my glue.
No more sweet words of lullaby,
Now I die.
Can’t let you see,
The secret inside of me.
I hurt more than you know,
But I’m too afraid to show.
You mean the world to me still,
Even though it’s against my will.
I wish I knew what you were thinking,
All those times you stared at me unblinking.
Goodnight soul,
Disappear into the dark hole.