I’ve always wanted to disappear.
Get away from everything going on.
Away from the needles and the fears,
Gone from the yelling, the screaming.

I don’t want to go back.
Keep me here.
Don’t let them in.
I want to disappear.

The way the raindrops fall,
Skipping roses,
Skipping white.
Almost as if trying to keep the beauty.

I try to disappear,
Every once in a while.
But I get pulled back.
I get pulled back by that one person.

Knowing they care.
We are one in the same,
When we talk,
It reminds me why I don’t disappear.

They are my anchor.
Keeping me here.
The thing that keeps me from disappearing most,
Knowing he is mine.