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Because you wondered MAG
you wondered
why
I spent the morning anxious
just because
someone had given you some pills
so they wouldn’t be tempted
to swallow them all
why?
because I am selfish.
I am selfish
and I want you to stay here with me
even though I know
every square inch of air presses down on you
and long ago they stole pure happiness from you
but still
I am selfish
and I couldn’t handle it
if you reached into the front pocket
downed the pills
let yourself be a slave of death
then
I would never forgive myself
and I’d know
I could never breathe again
while you were gone
I stared at the pocket of your backpack
and right before I unzipped the pocket
you walked in.
I wanted to take the pills
and try not to assimilate them myself
(we both know how easy it would be, and how nice nothing would feel)
throw them away
forget
I wanted to save you.
but more than that,
I needed to save
myself.
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