I Want to better myself for you.
I Want to overcome my anxiety
like you Want me to.
My past is difficult
my trust has issues; cynical.
My self confidence is volatile
sometimes holding my happiness hostile

I can better myself for you.
I can overcome my anxiety
like you Want me to.
Involuntarily, I already try.
I do so, in fear of it leading to you
saying goodbye.

I'm Sorry for all the times I've cried.
Sorry for all the times is imagine myself
as your bride.

I would never tell you the truth.
never let you into my mind
and give you proof.
I don't want you to see
how deeply and passionately

I see us.
and I need Us.
more than lust
And more than just

A boy and a girl in high school.

Because deceptively
Now is all I need.

But I Want to be your settle
and I Want to be your down.
I Want to be the One for you
That keeps you on the ground.

In 20 years I Want to find this poem
As a wrinkled paper
And re-read it next to you
As the night gets later.

Now that's far away
and you don't like me to think like this.
But if I'm with you I'll be okay.

So I'll better myself for you
Get over my anxiety
like you Want me to.

And I'll be with you
Somehow,
someway.
I'll be with you;
next to you again someday.