Dear No one,
There is a reason why I can’t stop looking at you.
I’m drunk on your smile,
You froze my soul with your cool glass promises-
3:46 AM and the skies look ominous.

Take me,
to a place where my ribs are shaking,
    I need you so much my skeleton is aching
Is there a right time to say goodbye?
    My mind is filled but my mouth is dry.
Veins buzzing from my espresso shot(s) in the morning
   Sore muscles, stiff jaws should have been a warning.

Shattered, like discs, full of our songs,
   I can’t do anything but sit alone-
and remember your breath,
     a sweet narcotic that fills my lungs
    Yet leaves me so breathless.

Let’s be reckless
Listen to the clouds crashing,
       cars flashing,
Bite my neck and leave a mark
Or else I’ll never be able
to convince myself-

that you were real.