I could say that I liked it
But we both know that tears were streaming down my face; timid and in shock
I could say that I wanted you too
But we both know that when I said ‘no’ you should have stopped

I could say that you broke me
But we both know I was broken long before we met.
I could say that I thought you loved me
But we both know I am something that you could never accept

But I can say I hate myself;
I trembled with every touch;
Whenever I see my skin,
The guilt wraps around every inch corrupted with lust.
I wish I had closed my eyes
Even if they were forever shut in rust
So I could never have to remember your face

Yet, I can also say
When you called me your w****
I realized that this is all that I can ever be good for.