My heart was beating, I didn't feel it

My eyes were crying, I ignored the tears

I knew i was broken but i had to hold on

Something kept me together but I had no idea what that was,

I punched the wall, but, felt no pain

I screamed so loud but heard nothing

What's going on? What happened to me?

It felt like the end but I knew it was no where close to it,

A tear had fell and my knees hit the ground

The pain went up into my body, I had now felt everything

I looked around but everything was a blur from the tears

I realized, I'm completely alone in this, alone without him,

He was gone and I knew that just from the silence of the house

No dogs barking, no tv going, nothing but the wind blowing outside

He was in a better place, a place much better than this one, 

No longer in pain, the suffering had gone

I will say one thing the cancer it may have won but he was the strongest I have ever known.

I love you dad never forget that 

Rest in peace, we will never forget the day may 18, 2014