There's always a moment

A moment when you feel the world stop spinning

Feel your world crashing down

A moment when you realize that you're maybe just a little too far gone

You wish you could disappear

But that's not exactly right

You don't want to disappear you're just wishing to be found

You take a moment to think

Think about your life so far, but that's the thing

You look to the past and present; never to the future

A moment you take to look at the decision before you

Look at your choice between what you see as a life of pain

And what you see as release from your suffering

What you don't realize

Is that one moment

That one decision of release

Can cause a whole different kind of pain for someone else

Because suddenly, poof, you're gone in a single moment

And in that moment 

You cause another pain

Because, in a world of what you saw as suffering, never looking for the light

You missed the single light that you always needed

Missed the moment where one person said,

I love you