Happiness is reminiscing memories and telling secrets
spending time with your best friend
facetiming for hours on end, never running out of topics to speak on
telling jokes being goofy and laughing until you can’t feel your stomach anymore

Frustration is having mishaps, arguments that won’t matter an hour later
letting jealousy get to you
not fully understanding their thinking process during the utter chaos
saying a number of words that you end up regretting

Love is the ability to see that person before anyone else
putting their wants in front of your own, doing whatever it takes to keep them happy
one o’clock in the morning thoughts wishing you could see them
missing one another 10 seconds after distancing yourselves from your sight

Hate is after seven months of dating, beginning to put the pieces together
hearing from the special person, your best friend, you were being used
being told you were not only their biggest regret in life but a mistake
getting lied to, cheated on,and abused for no apparent reason simply just because

Forgiveness is not holding a grudge
forgetting their  actions and believing there is something worth staying for
time after time returning to them to start at square one again
never forgetting but moving past it 

Sadness is the point when you feel your heart shatter
losing your closet and best friend
completely blocking them out of your everyday life
convincing yourself the best thing to do is let them go