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No Woman
I
I am no woman.
I am a mosaic that is all that is a man
A patchwork, a web of complexity
That baffles everyone except me.
For I know I am no woman.
I know I am no anomaly
But Icarus reincarnate
Destined to fly away until I melt into my sun,
That warm, burning rock…
A steady, melting thing that is their heart.
And I think about them.
No, not about them, the collective,
But them, that one person, that one deity
That shrines and statues could not capture
Could not honor.
But only I will feel that rapture
Of their presence
Though, I know I am no woman.
I
I burn,
In my seat in Spanish class
Fading fast, I let out some subtle scream
Screaming for them to see
The little piece of the world that is me.
Them.
They are beautiful.
Not in a way like society deems it to be
But in a way they will show to only me
To me alone they show their insecurity.
And it’s heartbreaking.
And they know, too, that they COULD love
Me, a little boy, shaking and aching
My soul an abandoned animal for the taking,
And yet, oh and yet, they don’t believe they can.
They know they are a man.
I
I am no woman.
They are a man.
Loving him and loving me
Hurt and heal us simultaneously
A nuclear bomb of passion that threatens
To detonate
With each passing glance.
He feels there is no chance that
he will survive.
Guilt and sin hot on his mind
Pressed their forcibly by some branding tool
By a god that claims to love all accept the loving fools.
Him
That God.
That God declares, “If a man lays in love with another man
he shalt be stoned.”
Then, let me be a rock.
And let them, the sun, beat down into me forever,
Breaking and burning me into crystal
For I will never let that missile,
The one that hurts and heals
Builds and breaks
Us every chance it can take,
Detonate, with its tick tick boom,
Assuring our doom through our helpless hearts.
I
I am no woman.
And them?
They are a man.
But if I try, I know we can
Hold each other in our innocent bliss.
For I shall not desist.
I will take that risk.
For Him
For Me
For Them
And everyone else simply to see
That I proclaim
That I declare
That I write, as I do now,
That I shall love however I know how.
And that I
I am not a woman.
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My Creative Writing Club wanted me to write something from a male perspective. I usually write from that perspective anyways, so I'd figure I'd change my tone even further. Thus, this was born.