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cigarettes
there was a time,
when you said my skin’s mottled quilt
of blues and greens
were like butterfly kisses.
and i believed you.
there was a time,
when you immured my lungs
in cement breath. when your stained finger
outlined me in black. when molten light
dripped from your eyeballs
onto my tongue
and you convinced me that
smoke would taste just as good.
there was a time,
when suffocation became recreation.
when I was a moth-eaten silhouette
breathing pixelated
delusion. when i locked myself in my own
personal gas chamber
and spit up ash
like vomit.
there was a time,
when my armpits sweat out spinal fluid
and i sheathed it
in aerosol and pollution and pretended
that my brain hadn’t wilted. and that
the letters of my name
weren’t slurred into bruised
coma. that my blue tongue
wasn’t slit down the middle and that
my lungs’ soft hum hadn’t broken into
asthmatic convulsions.
there was a time.
when you brushed your wet finger
along my outline,
and erased me
while I wasn’t looking.
stained-glass-see-through:
will you still kiss me
when my lips have blown away?
there was a time, when it hurt to live.
it still hurts, sometimes.
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