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my monster

August 1, 2014
By QQI25 SILVER, Rochester Hills, Michigan
QQI25 SILVER, Rochester Hills, Michigan
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Favorite Quote:
We are all the pieces of what we remember. We hold in ourselves the hopes and fears of those who love us. As long as there is love and memory, there is no true loss. - Cassandra Clare, City of Heavenly Fire


i feel a darkness.
it's welling up inside of me,
consuming me,
and i'm afraid
i'm afraid to open my mouth,
to move,
because if i do, it will come out
in a scream
in a kick
in a punch.
so i swallow it.
i let it stay inside.
i hide it.
i fake a smile.
i force a laugh.
i tell a joke that only i get,
but it doesn't matter anyway
because no one listens
no one looks at me,
and i remember why i was mad,
why i was frustrated
and it's coming back.
i feel a darkness.


The author's comments:
Can you tell that I'm frustrated?

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