In the dead of night
As I scream my last scream
And it echoes across the hall
Tears streaming down my pale face
Color drained from the memories
Rushing through my mind
Making me sick
Aching all over
The darkness pulls me under
Once again I am alone
No one can hear me scream
Alas I am lost
I cannot see but I can feel
The blood dripping from my wrists
For you took the knife
To my ever cold skin
Drug it across as you whispered
Words that echo through my brain
And the hollows of my soul
Hallowing out my heart
Freezing it over
Regardless of the fire
That's been raging
Warming the ice recesses of my body
Filling the vacancies of my mind
When I surface again
Eyes open to your face inches from mine
I can scream no longer
Silenced by not the pain
But the emptiness left by it
Frightened not by the blood
That drips to the floor
Not by you and your perfection
But the terrible feeling
Of being so utterly alone
Without your remorse or sympathy
It's what chills my blood
As my body goes still
It's what leaves me wishing
Wanting more than I was dealt
As I breathe my last breath