What am I doing?
what am I?
why am I?

I ask myself that every day,
I can't grip whats wrong with me,
I'm just not normal,
I don't fit in

I need to feel some kind of acceptance,
I can't go on living with,
the wonder of
who I am

who am I?

I can't be nothing,
I'm something,
I need to know before anything can happen
I could die
not knowing,
Just wondering

my mind is always in the darkest depths of the ocean
it can't,
it won't stay grounded,
I need it to be grounded

why do I live this way?

by choice?
or by need?
need of what?
love?
acceptance?

this is who I am,
I don't exactly know but I
never will,
I guess thats the point right?