I've made many mistakes in my messed up
life,
but I wouldn't change a thing,
I've been in and out of love,
I've heard the church bells ring

I've felt the blood run from my deep cuts,
but still live with lies,
I tell myself "he'll change"
but he still can hear my empty cries

I can tell him I love him,
but we both know the truth,
the love once felt
is now fully through

I can't change the way we feel,
but still can't deny,
the way he tells me both our hearts will heal,
and now I will try to tell myself the truth

there is no truth in this life,
for that I cannot find,
the truth within me,
I hide it deep inside