I'm afraid to feel, because I don't want to fall. Im not afraid hell because I've seen it all. Ive lost more than I won and I end before I'm done. I kiss away the pain trying stay sane but when they think they know the way, I'm left with nothing to say. I let them speak and keep my words for if I speak, I won't be heard. I am powerless behind this act. I am weak behind these abs. I am broken within my heart. When they say I'm all together I'm actually falling apart. I don't want drama so I keep to myself and I want to be looked down upon by any body else. You think I'm shy. I'm just polite, I'd rather not risk a fight. You think am an angel, but I am raging from hell but I keep my words to myself. If I don't like you, you don't deserve to know how I feel but if I do I keep it real.