My eyes sting with the most painful tears
a stream of hurt gently gliding down my cheeks
mad, frustrated, annoyed, sad, distraught
all words that do not even compare to how I feel

He is actually gone.
Those words still not making there way into my head.
Feelings still linger in my heart
wishing you had felt the same

Everyone around me just fades into the background
as I just sit here waiting for you to come back
but that is when reality sits in.
I’ll never see your eyes, or any of you, ever again.

Now, my thoughts conquer my brain
and I feel as though I can not control anything.
My heart breaks when you’re not around
because I truly loved you.