I am math,
I see the pattern, I see the solution
There is one answer and it can be solved with an equation,
I know all the equations,
they are memorized.
Analytical. Strategic.
Always in control.

But he,
He is love and everything that comes with it.
Free and colorful.
He is the grey area of the black and white spectrum I don't understand
Not grey,
He's red, orange, he's green
He's fire, he's the ocean floor;
unexplored, "to be left to the imagination."

But I don't like uncertainty.
Statistically, we are compatible,
more than compatible
Numbers don't lie, so how is he beating the odds?
How is passion expressed as an equation?
He feels,
I tell him these feelings are simply chemical reactions in his brain.
He sees more than I do,
and for that,
he looks past me.